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Notes from the driveway.

Saturdays, mostly. — Caleb & Sarah

The Stop Before Dana's

Every few weeks we run east to see my cousin Dana, and the hungry always wins somewhere around Kernersville. There is a little orange building off Old Winston Road that settles it, and the Carolina Burger is the one you sign up for.

Ten Miles Out

The trailer tire let go ten miles from the track, and the spare was flat. No hot laps this Saturday. What we got instead was a couple hours on a dropped tailgate watching traffic go by, which turned out to be the better end of the deal.

Tie Breakers

The new place by the college is not all the way finished. The wings do not care. Half the room is still going up, but the kitchen is open, the town is already up on the walls, and Sarah has decided which stool is ours.

The Version That Starts

The '54 started Thursday morning on the first try, which it has never once done with anybody watching. So it went to the cruise-in, parked at the end of a row of cars that were finished, and found out nobody had come to see finished.

Under Its Own Power

Megan called Sunday with a race-week cruise-in at the Signature Bar on Thursday and one condition: Caleb brings the '54. Five years in, it drives, but barely. The question of whether it's ready has been standing in the garage with him ever since.

Seniority

The heat came on in the house Friday night, and by Saturday morning the duck had moved into the garage and into Crank's bed. Crank has not contested it. He has been on the concrete beside it ever since, and he seems to understand something about a fight that I am still working out.

Priced Separately

Rain took Friday's install off the board, so Crank and I drove down to Sherrills Ford, where a man was closing out his shop one strip of masking tape at a time. Came home with a water pump for the '54 and a thought about the one thing in there nobody put a number on.

Ten Days

There is a bare spot by the gravel turnaround that has been bare four years running, and the window to fix it is about ten days wide. Customers think they are paying for the labor. They are paying for somebody who knows which ten days.

Which Way the Bark Faces

The rack went up against the garage six years ago and it has never once been full on the first day of fall. Bark faces out, the way a man on my first crew showed me without ever saying a word about it. Took four years to work out why.

The Bottom of the Pile

The bench in the garage has not been a bench since sometime in June. Anything that needed setting down got set down there, and nothing ever came back off. Turns out you can read a whole summer off a pile of it, bottom to top.

Somebody Else's 1988

The paint for Sunday is already out, schemes from the year my dad drove four races for a team that folded inside it. He scrolled through pictures of his own decade for sale and said about four words. My shirt is from that year too, and nobody ever put it on a car.

Ol' Dogs and Mountains

Somebody gave me a shirt two Christmases ago with a saying on the back, and it took until Sunday evening to notice the saying was not a saying. It was a list. Everything on it was standing in the yard in front of me, and not one item on the list is worth bragging about.

Low Water

The river came up twice this summer, hard enough both times to move things that had not moved in fifty years. Now the heat is back and it has dropped far enough to hand over a gravel bar and everything the high water set down on it. None of it lost. Just relocated, by a river that never once asked.

Bridge Takes Four

Mama drove down from Wilkesboro on a Monday afternoon with a deck of cards and no reason attached to it. Forty years she has shown up places with something to get through the waiting, a book under her arm. This was the first visit with nothing to wait on.

Just to Look At

Two weeks of canning turns a kitchen into a ledger, every jar earning its place against the coming frost. So one cool morning goes to the one thing the garden grows that can't be put up. Some of what you keep, you keep just to look at.

Both Sides of 268

The corn on 268 came up into a wall this week, both sides of the road, taller than the truck. There's a race Sunday out in corn country, and driving through the same crop put it in my head before I knew it had. The heartland everybody talks about is growing on the road to the pizza place.

Putting Up

The tomatoes came in all at once this week, the way they always do, faster than four people can eat them. So you stand at the table and put summer in jars. What you're really keeping isn't the tomatoes.

A Boat We Didn't Have to Fix

Mara had been talking up a marina pub over on Lake Hickory since spring. A couple named Dan and Meagen Kelly left their careful corporate life a few years back and put it all on a dock and a grill at the edge of the water. Turns out the best kind of boat is the one that is somebody else's to worry about.

One Yard Left

They paved over the Brickyard in 1961, all but a single yard of it at the start-finish line. Three million bricks buried under the asphalt, one strip left to kiss. Daddy never ran that place, but he can tell you every layer of it.

Which One to Buy

People find out I run the smoker and the first thing they want is a recommendation. The machine matters less than showing up to feed it. But if you're set on spending the money, some friends of ours did the homework.

Ahead of the Weekend

The Meg turned up with a can that isn't supposed to be out until the weekend. Cinnamon roll in a glass, she said, like that settled it. Took a porch and a cold biscuit to work out what it actually wanted.

Last on the List

Stone walls are the one thing people actually pay me to build. My own riverbank has sat half-done for five years, waiting on an evening I've got nothing left to give it. Turns out those are the only evenings it ever gets.

Never on the Road

Everybody in Wilkes County claims a piece of Junior Johnson. My daddy raced the tail end of what he started. They never caught that man on the road. Only ever standing still.

Between Sets

Hickory got its first jazz room, and the Meg called the day it opened. Twenty years I'd worn out the same records in the garage. A record you can play again. This you couldn't.

Between Cautions

Race weekend, and Daddy has a podcast going on his phone. He does not trust anybody under fifty to talk about racing, so hearing him turn it up meant something. Some torches get passed quiet.

Thirty-Three Hundred

There's a Chambourcin they pour up in Banner Elk with a number on the label instead of a name. The number is the elevation. A day up the Watauga to go find where it comes from.

Nobody Told Them

They chained the gate in 1996 and left it twenty-seven years. The All-Star show came back a few summers ago, but the points race is the real one, and it's two weeks out. Most things don't get a second half.

What Lasts

The fireworks tents went up by the highway this week, same as every June. There's a big anniversary riding on this one, but down here it lands quiet. We'll do the Fourth the way we always do, which is probably the only reason any of it lasts.

All the Way Apart

Five years into this truck and I'd never had the carburetor all the way off. My week is install work, the kind that sets and stays. This is the other kind.

Up the Hill

Sunday belonged to everybody else, so my dad's Father's Day got saved for a Monday. We drove him up the hill to Blowing Rock, to a patio with the whole ridge behind it.

Same Old Songs

Wes brought the guitar, which meant the night was going to run long. By the time the fire burned down, the old songs and the old stories were running in the same key.

Tomato Pie

The race is in San Diego this year. A street course on a Navy base, three time zones away. The tomato pie goes in at four.

Opening Day

My cousin Wade's been texting me pictures of a grocery store all afternoon. Kannapolis gets its Lowes Foods tomorrow. Then I saw what he found in the beer cooler.

The Rain Gauge

I've been watching two radars all week. One for Pocono. One for here.

Filling Station

We didn't plan it. That's the thing about living five minutes from a place — you stop planning and start just going.

19th and Long

The Meg called me from Nashville on Tuesday. She was at a butcher shop. She wanted me to know about it.

The Shirt

Pulled the shirt out this morning. Dad's from '88. It doesn't quite fit anymore. I wear it anyway. It's the wearing that matters.

Six Hundred Miles

Race is at Charlotte this weekend. Coca-Cola 600. The long one. We're not going. The property's getting set up for the long one instead.

Skipping the Glen

The race is at Watkins Glen this weekend and we're not going. We talked about it for two weeks, looked at the dog, and that was pretty much the conversation.

The Year We Went

Ten years ago we drove up to the Glen in this truck. It was nine hours. The smoker was in the bed because Caleb insisted. We slept in the cab Friday night because the campground was full.